if only i could be more like blair...sure there are those predictable yet adorable headbands but for the most part her style is more spontaneous than mine. i fall in ruts.
plus chuck bass is, like, the ULTIMATE accessory.relax, it was gourmet. and it was good but lonely. dessert was pumpkin cheesecake and half a can of whipped cream.
i watched CQ again. i love dragonfly.
but i love paul more.
i watched CQ again. i love dragonfly.
but i love paul more.i finished the other half of the can of whipped cream while watching law & order reruns. the trick is to keep the can with you and spray each layer of ice cream as you devour it. that's the only way to hibernate.
see? sweater dresses with scarves and boots. this was last wednesday. lots of red and orange lately, too.
i joined an online support group for people with bpd. is it strange that i find comfort in reading the rants of people with the same crazy as me? it helps. truth is i need to get back on my meds. insurance kicks in next month. hopefully they'll cover it. i can barely leave the house anymore. i met up with a couple friends last week for dinners but i can only handle the one-on-one social things right now. group gatherings scare the crap outta me. i'm such a psycho.
