telegram sam, you're my main man

sweater dresses in bright colors with boots and scarves. that's my kick right now. i'm so predictable!
if only i could be more like blair...
sure there are those predictable yet adorable headbands but for the most part her style is more spontaneous than mine. i fall in ruts.
plus chuck bass is, like, the ULTIMATE accessory.

thanksgiving for single people.

relax, it was gourmet. and it was good but lonely. dessert was pumpkin cheesecake and half a can of whipped cream. i watched CQ again. i love dragonfly.but i love paul more.

i finished the other half of the can of whipped cream while watching law & order reruns. the trick is to keep the can with you and spray each layer of ice cream as you devour it. that's the only way to hibernate.see? sweater dresses with scarves and boots. this was last wednesday. lots of red and orange lately, too.

i joined an online support group for people with bpd. is it strange that i find comfort in reading the rants of people with the same crazy as me? it helps. truth is i need to get back on my meds. insurance kicks in next month. hopefully they'll cover it. i can barely leave the house anymore. i met up with a couple friends last week for dinners but i can only handle the one-on-one social things right now. group gatherings scare the crap outta me. i'm such a psycho.

ha ha.

they found ice on the moon.

throwing on one of my grammie's old dresses is always a treat. how lucky am i that she was such a stylin' gal?i finally started watching gossip girl with the sound on. i needed to catch up so last night i started watching season 1. why can't kids dress like them? why do i have to be subjected to crap like this?i mean really, on what planet is this a good look? do you own a mirror? you look like a sideshow. and NOT in a good way. the thug twins - adorable.

so how disappointed was i to find out the ivar's underwater billboards were a hoax?if you don't know the story, ivar's is a seafood restaurant here in seattle that's been around for, like, ever. ivar haglund played a lot of pranks and was a total character but also a visionary. a couple months ago, this story "surfaced" that ivar believed everyone would travel by submarine in the future. in the 50s to capitalize on this, he put billboards for his restaurant underwater in the puget sound. so then someone finds a map telling where the billboards are. the divers go down, pull them up, and now they're posted around the city. i pass two nearly every day.charming story, right? so now it comes out that it was a hoax. props to them for pulling it off. that's not what i'm upset about. i'm sad because it was so weird and cool that i really wanted it to be true. next you're gonna tell me elvis is dead and jamie lee curtis isn't really a sex chromosome abnormality, right?

looks like a pump, feels like a sneaker.
i think i may cry in my beer.