**pardon the picture - i've been playing with picnik on flickr since it's the closest thing to a photo editing program i have. this is one of my little projects**

i'm stressing out right now over money. i just found out that i didn't qualify for the unemployment extension since my claim began prior to may 2nd. what does this mean? as of the new year, my monthly income will be cut in half. yikes! i'm really scared - how will i make rent and pay bills and get my medications without that money?
i'm going to have to buckle down and get stuff going. i will have to get a second job as soon as possible and it will need to be something where i'm off my feet. i'll also have to get more stuff up on etsy and promote the heck out of it. i'll cut corners everywhere i can as i know it's impossible for me to move into a different home or apartment.
i will also have to be very firm with someone who owes me a great deal of money and get him to start paying. i helped him with a major family crisis two years ago when i had some extra money. he has barely paid any of it back and yet he's managed to take many vacations, buy a computer for his son and himself and move to chicago. i hate to press upon someone but desperate times...
please send me good energy - i will do the same for all of you as i know we're all in the same boat. i hate to whine, especially when i'm stuck in the house and can't do anything about it now, but it helps me to put it all down in writing. i hope this all passes and something great comes along very, very soon. we're all due for it!