all problems can be solved

okay, i'm frickin' done. i am a problem solver and i have come up with solutions.

1. i'll borrow $$ from my sister to get over to the funeral tomorrow and buy some polydactil food.

2. sell sell sell. i'm gonna sell everything i can bear to part with. i have an overabundance of stuff. i will partner with someone i trust and have paypal payments go to them and create a buttload of etsy listings with total bargain basement pricing. sort of an "everything must go" sale.

3. i will have a huge yard sell and sell off furniture and such, as much as i can part with.

4. i will beg and plead to move into one of the houses owned by my grandparents (well, now my grandmother). they are in bremerton and although it is lame, suburban, dirty, and a *gulp* naval base, the cost of living will be considerably less than big ol' seattle. i spoke to alyson and james about this last night and they're willing to help me move.

5. i will speak to my bank and find out what can be done to free up my account.

6. i will speak (actually, rip a new a#%hole) with L&I and make them fix this problem. a.s.a.p.

7. i will find the prick who ran me down and verbally assault him until i can't speak anymore. he will now face MY wrath.

8. i will find a job, one that i can physically do, if i have to beg on my hands and knees to get it. no prisoners.

9. i will get back on my meds. i am applying for some assistance programs for it right now. literally. in another window on my computer.

10. i have already contacted unemployment in writing and via e mail as they're unreachable by phone and they do not have walk-in offices anymore. they will help me. that's what they're there for. dammit.

i am so done with living in this pit. i am better than this.

as god is my witness, i shall NEVER go hungry AGAIN!!!! EVER!

and i'll get myself that Kozy Kape Blythe i so desperately crave. somehow. i will.